Friday, August 18, 2006

Dear God,

I'm breaking under pressure,
there's no time for leisure.
Do i bring you pleasure?
Do you smile when you think of me?

Do you think i'll make it?
Surpass the limit?
Will there be a miracle
to bring me through this obstacle?
The road's too uncertain,
i need some affirmation.
God, it hurts.
Do you hear me from heaven?
Will my best be enough?

I haven't been praying,
too much playing, slacking.
I've forgotten you're King.
Above all the struggles and hardship,
i've also dismissed friendship.
I'm sorry God, i really am.
if i work hard now,
Will my best be enough?

God, how come it's so hard?
so hard to be brave.
so easy to numb myself,
run away from fate.
God give me love,
give me hope,
give me faith
not to resign to fate.
do you hear me from heaven?

God, you see me cry
pray and wipe my tears dry.
Thank you for the love
thank you for the dove
thank you for your peace.
will i be okay?
will i come out in one piece?
do i make you proud?
will my best be enough?

take me to our secret place
where i can truly seek solace.
i desperately want to see your face,
to see your face.
do you hear me from heaven?
will you answer when i call?

When are you free?
Do i need to call to make a date?
What if i'm too late?
will it be too late to change?
is it too late?
i dont want you to be a last resort.
i feel like a robot,
void of emotions,
without solutions.
I can't do it God.
not anymore, not without you.
I'm breaking.
Will my best be enough?
will my best be enough?

HE LOVES (: at 11:25 PM