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i should really stop asking rethorical questions.
i sound so selfish.
fancy you giving a chinese speech on being caring when you're doing the opposite nic.
wake up, there's so many other people sad depressed and probably have much more valid reason to be so.
open your eyes, there's so many who care, who have made a difference.
you are lucky not to be starving, worring about money matters or whatsoever.
look up, the stars are always there, just that you dont see them in the day.
similarly, you might not understand this, but there is a beautiful side to this and dont question it.just believe it.
OKAY I BELIEVE.
I BELIEVE MY BRAIN, MY THOUGHTS, MY GOD.
I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT.
MY GOD'S STRONGER THAN THE STORM ! don't read on! i'm elated and that should be deleted.okay. not elated. but better. i am fortunate! i am loved, i am healthy..HAHAHA. stop the reptitions LUH. okay, i will. ONE DAY THEY'LL UNDERSTAND.
ONE DAY EVERYONE WILL BE TRULY HAPPY.
ONE DAY THERE WILL BE NO SORROW OR WORRY,ONLY JOY.
ONE DAY FRIENDS MIGHT BE KIND to those around them (peace!)
ONE DAY....
when will that day come?
how long must i wait?
how long must i take this?
must i take this?
everything seems so painful now.
my refuge, my strength and my love THANK YOU for being there God.
youuuuuu: thank you for listening and being there for me whenever (:
NAT: thank you for everything.
SMILE NIC.
THERE'S ALWAYS A BRIGHT SIDE TO IT ALL.
what bright side?darn. i sound depressed.i am not me.who am i?what happened to me?can i allow them to break me?can they make me so miserable?why?
