Saturday, July 16, 2005
how a year passes by so fast.
i guess i'm a year older though it definately doesnt feel like it.
funky fifteen aye ?
hoho. i refect and i think how much i've grown up and become more
sensible and mature in my decisions after my walk with him ?
it's been a great experience. thank you nat.
getting to know my king more and do things that please him cos they're the best for me (:
the friendships, the spiritual explosion, the love.
thank you lord.
and a big thank you to:
the usher team that was oh so sweet (:
-for smashing cake all over and making thumbi wash up (; thank you guys for the songs prayers and cake ? and dirtying us too.
alexi - i absolutely love the book. goodness how apt. thank you for going through the thought and the expense dear.
yihui- the fruit hunt (: i definately had a fruitful day. i really do love fruits too. loveyou babe.
shawn and aaron - thank you for the chocolates ! (: and the card from aaron too, super creative :D
hannah- being all so nice and wanting to do everything up for my day ? but my mom's tyre just had to burst, sorry dear.
ting - for the really pretty foam with my name ? loved it !
emeline and joeyee - the prettaye necklace, its awesome. thank you (:
everyone else for wishing me ?
joylau for calling to countdown on my birthday ? (: sweetness, yes you're hot la.
alexi for calling to wish me (:
samlim for the really nice poem ? i loved it (: thank you.
those who's calls i missed ?
abby gwen ger kimmy ting xuanyi ian calvin chan shawn aaron ray huimin clara mel samlim
vanessa emeline joeyee alexi hannah ushers yihui joylau qin kate shar gill tina veron peiqi kimmy sher maggie and the rest of whom i might have missed out ?
thank you (:
GOD BLESS YOU
HE LOVES (: at 10:38 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
nationals was a living nightmare i managed to live through.
how selfish i was just thinking about me.
i was so worried for ny cos they lost melissa and sarah. but am proud to say they did well.
managed to embrace the spirit of sportmenship and the beauty of it.
got like last in the team, i could tell i let luo lao shi down alot.
i felt that my routines were so unworthy of our king ?
like i said it was for his glory but was it worth so little ?
BUT ALL WAS GOOD (:
talked to eli and alexi. thank you dears :D
and my darling supporting teammates really made me feel better.
and that oh so lovely clare who cheered me.
and denise toooo !
whoo
he's blessed me with such great friends.
i was feeling sore about not doing well enough for him and i realised it was cos we didn't pray cos everything started screwwed.
then i prayed, was steady, thank God.
joy hurt her ankle badly :/
take care okay babe. i was so worried.
many misunderstandings, you got the blame. :/
you're really strong, girl (;
after talking to eli i was really lifted.
i couldnt sort out my feelings
when i did, ran to my god. he embraced me (:
thanks stranger.
IT NEVER FELT SO GOOD
now i can say, God thank you for the lost cos i've gained something so much more (:
learning points:
there are mnay, i shall summarise.
1. if we can worship him when he does good, why can't we when we meet adversities ?
2. run to god.
3. prayer WORKS
4. worship him, respect his plans and thank him cos its for the best (: amen ?
5. sportmanship
6. the importance of teamwork and support
oh how i love you JESUS.
HE LOVES (: at 8:34 AM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
oh my goodness, nationals are in two days
shoot me someone.
the team's more or less prepared,
except for joy's BANGED head ( which has turned her into a gong)
nat and tina's front layout, callie's ankle, AND
all our beam landings.
we're quite unprepared for this one.
but God's sent us
luo laoshi. she's a living miracle from God.
in just a week she's got our standards raised by a bar, routines polished
and mental motivation up.
thank you LORD.
bite race, sn cell, study smart seminar and academics.
i have so much on my mind ?
MISSIONS.
the compassion for the people in thailand.
thank you again (:
prostitution :/ beggars, abuction.
the corruption, oppression.
i'm thankful for all i have.
its hard, the times where i just humble myself before GOD and say take it.
the burdens, the hurt, the thoughts.
the stress, the stuggles in my life.
i realise that friendships can just fade but GOD reigns ?
how true
my first love
i dont care, if he's my only one.
it doesnt seem that far away when i only knew joy and nat in church ?
now, he's given me so many new friendships.
the pain, the quarrels, the hurt.
sometimes, they do things that hurt that you want to forget but it keeps happening ?
i've forgiven them, its so long ago.
deal with change nicol.
i miss nat, the one i knew.thank you lord.
HE LOVES (: at 4:32 AM
