Thursday, July 07, 2005
I knelt to pray but not for long,I had too much to do.I had to hurry and get to workFor bills would soon be due.So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,And jumped up off my knees.My Christian duty was now doneMy soul could rest at ease.All day long I had no timeTo spread a word of cheer.No time to speak of Christ to friends,They'd laugh at me I'd fear.No time, no time, too much to do,That was my constant cry,No time to give to souls in needBut at last the time, the time to die.I went before the Lord, I came,I stood with downcast eyes.For in his hands God held a book;It was the book of life.God looked into his book and said"Your name I cannot find.I once was going to write it down...But never found the time"got that from geraldine's blog.
it struck me like lightning.
sometimes, i would just say a quick prayer and sleep ?
thats not going to happen anymore. no matter how tired i am, how horrible i feel. God will still be number one in my life. the first comandment is to love him with all our heart, mind, soul and strength.
i'm so sorry Lord.
but thank you for being such a joy in my life ?
without you, training would kill me.
life would be all sad and dreary.
THANK YOU (:
i love you JESUS
HE LOVES (: at 8:55 AM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
i don't think i was me when i typed that.
possibly the hyde-side of me did it.
i'm so glad that though i'm not perfect my God loves me ?
that's what makes me mad i guess.
the happiness.
the joy
the oh my my my ! feeling.
we should all just let go and go wild (:
like dancing like mad for the joy of our Lord.
whoooo.
HE LOVES (: at 9:21 PM
weird things are happening,
seriously, i mean it plain weird.
eg. '' my head is strangely surrounded by a black mass of unknown substance. ''
yes, its jet black. and HOHO its just weird not seeing brown streaks in it anymore.
scream blue murder nowwww.
natalie was laughing at me when i told her that.
now dont you laugh too. (;
i'm becoming weird and really crazy.
eg. during my routines, my coach was doing some retardedly dumb action and in the midst of running, i started laughing and fell clutching my aching stomach.
once again, nat my HEARTBREAKER laughed okayyyyyyyyyy.
how sadistic. NOT, even my coach laughed laaa.
how embarassing.
do excuse me from fever craze (:
my brains must be fried.
forgive me.
HE LOVES (: at 9:11 PM
