sometimes i just wonder
the world or i.
i sit there and ponder
sometimes i hover
and try not to waver.
maybe i fell too deep.
in your amazing love,
i sleep
dreaming of doves
and rabbits
in the never-ending sleep
binded by Your love
for you i live
but these priorities
ah, how i slip
those things i need to manage,
let them not age.
YOU , my friends, my family, my studies, my time, my leisure
oh you are my pleasure.
its hard to treasure
but i dont want to wait
till they're lost,
like baits.
being there for people
showing that i care.
those little things, no one even bares.
then so, why should i dare
to venture into space
and get trapped
in the dream of castles in the air ?
but then i WANT to care
but do i dare ?
hoho
im losing all
all the faith, the friends, the love, the passion
why oh why as the fashion
gone so dreadfully bare.
everything cold and mist,
fills the air.
struggles and screams fill my lungs
yet never able to make it out of my tongue.
shill laughter and confusion caves in
closing me into deeper despair
i try,
i do,
really, i swear
but in the end its the promise and vows i keep
not breaking the trust
and staying true.
AMEN
father i pray you help me as i try to break out of this shell i am in.
and as i move along, slowly but steadily, i know, i trust that i will get on my feet once more, standing strong to all my committments and just loving you as my first, help me father. prioritise my life, your life. and use it, to influence others, to reach out, for you (:
let me know that you are my first yet, my studies and my family and friends are inportant as well.
homework shall be done, along with your will.
gym and family and friends taken seriously
as i enter a new level in your kingdom (:
i thank you for eveyone i have : D
and i want to proclaim
glory to the king in the highest (:
you are the reason that i live : DDDD
AMEN
